‘If one is to try to record one’s life truthfully, one must aim at getting into the record of it something of the disorderly discontinuity which makes it so absurd, unpredictable, bearable’. Why? The case of Leonard Woolf!

Leonard Woolf in the last volume of his autobiography wittily acknowledges that newspaper critics of earlier volumes had a point when they ‘complained of [his] digressions‘ and attributed it  to ‘old age, garrulous senility’. However, he insists that they also missed the main reason for not aiming to ‘force his life and his memories of … More ‘If one is to try to record one’s life truthfully, one must aim at getting into the record of it something of the disorderly discontinuity which makes it so absurd, unpredictable, bearable’. Why? The case of Leonard Woolf!

Beyond ‘genre’, liking and favourites: I think understanding what isn’t already in my culture is my priority : a blog based on Judith Chernaik’s (2018) ‘SCHUMANN: The Faces and the Masks’.

Beyond ‘genre’, liking and favourites: understanding what isn’t already in your culture is the priority. This blog is a plan to repair a small corner of the tatters of my ignorance of and feel I have some way of understanding the life of Schumann without neglecting the music. This is a blog based on Judith … More Beyond ‘genre’, liking and favourites: I think understanding what isn’t already in my culture is my priority : a blog based on Judith Chernaik’s (2018) ‘SCHUMANN: The Faces and the Masks’.

Sometimes, landslides kill hope slowly. Getting the dark Cassandra promptings  out there!

The British electoral system has delivered another bizarre result, where a political party has secured only about a third of the national vote and holds the biggest majority in the UK Parliament of any party in recent ‘democratic’ history. In no sense has it a democratic mandate understood by people at large, yet it will … More Sometimes, landslides kill hope slowly. Getting the dark Cassandra promptings  out there!

The fragile harmony of consonance without intervals of dissonance. In praise of the role of conflict.

Ernst Krenek‘s classification, from ‘Studies in Counterpoint’ (1940), of a triad’s overall consonance or dissonance through the consonance or dissonance of the three intervals contained within. Created by Hyacinth (talk) 17:07, 25 September 2010 using Sibelius 5. We can’t get far with this question without reference to music (and I am hampered by a total ignorance of musical … More The fragile harmony of consonance without intervals of dissonance. In praise of the role of conflict.

Ageing on its own makes nothing better; if anything, it makes it much more difficult, and in more than one way, ‘harder’ to achieve authenticity as a person aiming for ‘a way to the Better’.

Currently, I am reading the five volumes of Leonard Woolf’s autobiography. I am on the third crucial volume in which his concern for the oncoming suicide of his wife Virginia is first talked about and explanations that as they increase still don’t suffice to accumulate more than genuine understanding of that tortured, but infinitely great, … More Ageing on its own makes nothing better; if anything, it makes it much more difficult, and in more than one way, ‘harder’ to achieve authenticity as a person aiming for ‘a way to the Better’.

Learning to be grateful: ‘teach me to see it, to see it / with you, and to offer somebody / uncomprehending, impudent thanks’.

I found I had nothing to say to this question and I looked for something where someone had something to say. We look for soothsayers and truth-tellers. We need help most to say that we have experienced that which we lack. We feel most the lack of something to feel grateful for, for we cannot … More Learning to be grateful: ‘teach me to see it, to see it / with you, and to offer somebody / uncomprehending, impudent thanks’.

‘Where It was, I shall be’: occupying the future.

What are you most worried about for the future? ‘Wo Es war, soll Ich werden‘ is one of the most famous summaries of the role of psychoanalytic treatment by Sigmund Freud and in the James Strachey Standard Edition in English of the works of Freud is translated as “Where id was, there ego shall be.”, It … More ‘Where It was, I shall be’: occupying the future.

A great teacher must be a great learner, for a great teacher facilitates learning and teaching everywhere, including in themselves and their great learners.

Most teachers are not ‘great teachers’, or not yet great teachers, because most teachers feel they are, or desire to be, satisfied by being seen as a teacher and that alone, their boundaries strengthened by borrowed authority. They borrow this authority from the role description of the teacher – a description of what a teacher … More A great teacher must be a great learner, for a great teacher facilitates learning and teaching everywhere, including in themselves and their great learners.

‘Blogging is a ‘daily habit’ that is justified by the humdrum habitual experience it makes you see anew ?

What are your daily habits? I took up blogging in response to a course I took with The Open University in 2015 called Technology-enhanced learning as part of a MA in Open and Distance Learning. Sceptical at first, I persevered with its encouragement to use available technologies, even ones not primarily geared to that end, such as social … More ‘Blogging is a ‘daily habit’ that is justified by the humdrum habitual experience it makes you see anew ?

This blog is a queer take on Matthew Brown’s film ‘Freud’s Last Session’. 

This blog is a queer take on Matthew Brown’s film Freud’s Last Session.  In one of the fast shifting moments of the fragmented discussions between the two men (supposedly about the source of love and meaning in the face of human mortality), Anthony Hopkins as Freud asks C.S. Lewis, played by Matthew Goode: ‘Does homosexuality … More This blog is a queer take on Matthew Brown’s film ‘Freud’s Last Session’. 

Let us practise to ‘Sing the song of sorrow, but let good prevail’. Advice from Edith Hall (2024) ‘Facing Down The Furies: Suicide, The Ancient Greeks, and Me’.

‘Sing the song of sorrow, but let good prevail’. The terrible beauty of a book that while looking for the ‘perfect therapeutic mantra in the face of suicidal despair’, sometimes finds itself ‘somehow taking over from the central actors the role of communicating a tragic subjectivity and trying to find relief in psychological candour’.[1] This … More Let us practise to ‘Sing the song of sorrow, but let good prevail’. Advice from Edith Hall (2024) ‘Facing Down The Furies: Suicide, The Ancient Greeks, and Me’.